feelings

I feel weird these days.. I think I'm back to "thinking stage." Argh!

That's why I shouldn't just stay at home.. but the thing is I don't have money to go out either.. and gas money is a pain too.. oh how economic crisis hits everybody.. ME.

I feel sad.. and sometimes bored - not always though..

The only diversion that I'm thinking right now is swimming but we don't have a pool in my house.. and the people who I know who have pools are busy :/ so they can't let me in..

I need to get out of this misery.