Thursday, September 10, 2009

feelings

I feel weird these days.. I think I'm back to "thinking stage." Argh!

That's why I shouldn't just stay at home.. but the thing is I don't have money to go out either.. and gas money is a pain too.. oh how economic crisis hits everybody.. ME.

I feel sad.. and sometimes bored - not always though..

The only diversion that I'm thinking right now is swimming but we don't have a pool in my house.. and the people who I know who have pools are busy :/ so they can't let me in..

I need to get out of this misery.

09 09 09

well.. now it's 09-10-09

it's been a long time since I "blogged" something.. weeeeee.. I want to write something..

So spring and summer's been a bit busy.. just a bit.. when there's classes.. I don't like it when I'm at home.. for 3 weeks.. of no school..... it gets boring..

anyway.. after that grudging 3 weeks.. things went uphill a little bit.

summer classes started.
ended.

fall semester @ citrus already started.. but I'm not going there anymore because I'm transferring to Los Angeles Music Academy (LAMA) yey!

For the month of September.. I have rehearsals for the upcoming musical on Oct 2-3, 2009.. BARE: A Rock Musical

The music's interesting and cool.. challenging too.. sometimes it gets me crazy so I needed some breaks.. and that's because I need to learn 33 songs by this weekend.. I can finish it in the next 3 days.. there's like 20 more songs to go so not that bad actually!

I also have some performances for Citrus College "Kenshu" an open-house thing for Japanese students..


What I need right now, aside from those nice gigs, is some sort of job.. a church gig if possible! That would be so nice.. for I am bankrupt right now.. I don't even know how I'm surviving.. It gets me crazy thinking about having no money.. it's kinda sad when I wanted to buy something - even small things - but I can't :(

My birthday's coming up next month.. so this is my final days of being a "teen" that's kinda sad and kinda nice..

But overall, all I need in my life is happiness - friends, loved ones, job satisfaction..! That's all that matters anyway! :)