I lost..

today was a happy day.. the normal day at school, playing music, etc.. until 6pm..

around 6pm (March 12,2008 Wednesday) U.S.A. - Mark & I went to get something to eat.. and then we got hit.. on the parking lot by an old lady backing up.. it wasn't that bad but it was shocking. The lady wasn't looking and so as Mark; I couldn't react so fast and was stuttering! and so when I shouted "MARK!" it was too late.. I closed my eyes so I didn't see how we crashed. Hayy.. and it crashed on the side where I was sitting at.. As I said IT WASN'T THAT BAD but still it was shocking.

I can't believe I was gonna say that I LOST SOMEONE..

maybe the crash was a sign.. for it happened at the same time..

10am (March 13, 2008 Thursday) Philippines - our family friend, their mother, tita Luz was gone today. It didn't hit me at first but of course I got sad instantly. After some hours of relaxing / contemplating / getting it out of my system / listening to music (preferably Original Philippine Music / O.P.M.) / watch movie (which I couldn't finish)..

IT HIT ME. SO BAD. And so I let my emotions stir and flow..

I'll miss her. She's like my second mom.


...
what makes it worse?

I couldn't send messages to the family.. I don't know what's up with the thing.





..and I have NOBODY! NO ONE TO TALK TO! HOW GREAT! isn't it?






and so this is life.