L-O-V-E

LOVE is bizarre. it's weird. it's odd. it's beautiful.

amour. liefde. liebe. αγάπη. amore. amor. irog. pag-ibig! <3

Vic Zhou MANIA

why do you have to be so cute??!?

his former hairstyle

I like them both




and yea.. don't give me the eyes!

waaaaaa.. @.@


SILENCE





aww..

meteor garden

I was just going to search an album picture of "Meteor Garden" for my iTunes but then I found myself searching for F4 pics again! hahaha! so yea.. I looked at their photos on google and you know how it goes.. under the pictures are the articles about the artists. I was surprised when I read that they're having a comeback!

F4 IS BACK!

F4.. is a Taiwanese boy band.. and I know I couldn't understand what they're saying.. BUT..

They're back! and hotter than ever! woah! oh yea.. oh yea.. I need to calm down. I sound like a nerd. hehehe

Vic Zhou..

my great crush. hahaha I'm so mesmerized with his look and his voice. haha I just wished I could understand what he's singing and saying.. he's the one with the red scarf and shirt.. ah.. how cute. he have big ears though. hahaha! eh.. still, he looks AHH-MA-ZING!

well what can I say.. all of them are cute.. Jerry Yan is second for me. (black&white print jacket) he's hot.

F4 - GOODBYE

I lost..

today was a happy day.. the normal day at school, playing music, etc.. until 6pm..

around 6pm (March 12,2008 Wednesday) U.S.A. - Mark & I went to get something to eat.. and then we got hit.. on the parking lot by an old lady backing up.. it wasn't that bad but it was shocking. The lady wasn't looking and so as Mark; I couldn't react so fast and was stuttering! and so when I shouted "MARK!" it was too late.. I closed my eyes so I didn't see how we crashed. Hayy.. and it crashed on the side where I was sitting at.. As I said IT WASN'T THAT BAD but still it was shocking.

I can't believe I was gonna say that I LOST SOMEONE..

maybe the crash was a sign.. for it happened at the same time..

10am (March 13, 2008 Thursday) Philippines - our family friend, their mother, tita Luz was gone today. It didn't hit me at first but of course I got sad instantly. After some hours of relaxing / contemplating / getting it out of my system / listening to music (preferably Original Philippine Music / O.P.M.) / watch movie (which I couldn't finish)..

IT HIT ME. SO BAD. And so I let my emotions stir and flow..

I'll miss her. She's like my second mom.


...
what makes it worse?

I couldn't send messages to the family.. I don't know what's up with the thing.





..and I have NOBODY! NO ONE TO TALK TO! HOW GREAT! isn't it?






and so this is life.

bakit wala na tayo?

directions: try to watch it at the same time (pause & play to do that) then you'll see the difference of the two videos.. not much though..

girl version ---^
boy version ---v

teaser: this is hot!

a lot of things.

fucked up my day.

and..

a lot of things, made those fucked up moments better. I'm thankful for those few reasons..

my day:
musicianship - fine.OK
pop/rock - fine at least I played..sucked..fucked.
sight reading - fine..ok.
math - sucked.boring.
work - fine..OK.smile of the day.
after 5pm - fine
after 7.30pm - sucked..big time.fucked.
after 10 - fine.whatever.


i want love. give me love.