sunday

When I was younger, I've always thought of sunday as "sun" day.. haha..

I didn't start my day so great today.. :( and I woke up so late.. I ate my 1 sandwich lunch.. :( HUNGRY!! So at 3:15pm I went to church choir practice and I got there by 3:20.. 20 minutes late. haha not good.

One of my choirmates have a fund-raising car wash and she gave me a ticket! ..because one of the church people paid $20.. and he's not going so.. yey! thanks! :D

Sometimes, I get distracted when I play.. and that means screw up the bass lines. not so cool..

Watched T.V. a bit and entered some coke rewards points! yey! hehehe.. I have 132 points and I used 32 points to get a free pop corn at AMC Theatres hihihi..

When I picked up my mom, we got stuck on the road because there's a super slow train passing and it even stopped! Many people drove off.. one of those is me! wow.. talking about PATIENCE yesterday from "The Terminal" well.. what I did is not that bad.. and there's another way anyway..

When I got home again, I ate a donut, cleaned some trash and cords, watched news, Samurai X, and practice bass!

I really hope I get better on bass soon :(
I don't like it when I feel low about it :(

P.S. Tomorrow is bowing day! yey!

the beginning of August

July 31 - the end of summer session. whoohooow! I hope I got A's.

August 1 - stayed home and practiced sight reading a little.. I watched "The Terminal" during the small hours.. Technically, it's August 2. I love this movie.. It would be great to have that much patience.. I think that's the big lesson for us people. Patience is very important for us to succeed.. I need a lot of those.. sigh..

August 2 - stayed home and practiced funk bass and scales a little.. I watched parts of "Instinct" while I was eating lunch. Marco went to a wedding. I bet he looks so fancy! hehe.. I tried to dye my hair but it didn't came out quite as I would expect it to be..
still no job so far.. what a bum..
oh yea.. I lost my job after the finals week of spring semester and just after or while I got sick.. I'm still optimistic that I would find a job soon.. It has been a month though..

I watched "Lars and the Real Girl" during the wee hours too. (so technically, August 3 hehehe) Quite odd but I liked it. Shows how to love and care for one another. :)

church tomorrow afternoon and shows at night jijiji :)

I hope I get something out of August. LOOKING FORWARD TO IT! YEA!

"A journey of a thousand miles
must begin with a single step"
-Lao Tzu

I need to start something

I saw myself talking using a language I don't understand,
I felt that I don't belong here
but maybe I will be

letting go isn't that easy at all.
doesn't matter what it is about: love, life, trust..
it is not easy.

yes, again i didn't tell you how I feel.
I will though,
right timing, right moment,
we'll wait and everything will be connected.
I trust you just as much as you trust me.