There are times that I just feel cynical about these kind of things. I know these periods of my life will just pass by, then I'll be happy again, and then it'll come back.
For now I don't understand "why" or if people are really true. I mean they tend to deceive other people sometimes; and it's annoying. They tell you things but you know they're not really sincere about it or they just say it because they feel that they have to or else you'll be left asking yourself "why?" again.
Sometimes, I feel neglected.
Sometimes, even if they say the right words, it doesn't feel genuine enough.
Sometimes, I just need sincerity from people.
I believe that sincerity, honesty is not gained by thinking "I think I need to say this" or "I think I need to do this."
So, the answer of insincerity is "why" and why? I don't know. At times, it pays to be not care and take the words.
Above anything else, if you feel that your odd days are continues, just find something (anything) to smile for.
Just like this.. at work, Herbert & I were painting and Herbert SPILLS his paint a lot, the paint looked really happy with it though. :)
Beyond my cynical day, I still appreciate this cute things that happens.. why? "just because."
